Dear Xang-sters,

Wow. Today was long. Today was fine. I would just like to say:

My dear Noah. I am going to miss you so much. Good luck in this crazy world. Good luck in California! Ha - We'll definately miss you here in hickville. Haha! I plan on writing you once a week. I hope training goes well for you, I'm so proud of you.

Maggie, I don't care that you called me a bitch today because I love you anyway. I do, however, think what you're doing to Perry is going to ruin your relationship and you'll regret it when you're older. How dare you talk bad about him like you did to Charla. That was cruel and unnecessary.

Dathan. My beautifl, Dathan. Happy birthday, Darling. I love you very much. I'm so glad to have you in my life. I feel very special to just know you, but to be "your girl" is the best things ever. :]

SO! Today, Maggie and I got into this awful fight and Charla had to break it up but was totally on Maggie's side. It's causing somewhat of a strain in the relationship - hopefully we get through this one, even though secretly every time I wish we don't and I can just forget you guys. That is probably the worst thing in the world, but hey, I've never been a liar, I just don't always tell the whole truth.

Tomorrow we'll be going to Tamisha & Sarah's - how lame. It won't be any fun, it never is. See Tamisha is Charla's like BFF and Sarah is Maggie's BFF and everytime we go over there they introduce me like we've never met and Tamisha and Sarah go along with it. So I'm just kind of like...yeah? Because really...it's not funny at all.

And Chris is leaving for Iraq soon. Probably. He's a psychiatrist in the military..so he will be hearing some pretty messed up stories I imagine. But hey! It's what he's best at and he does it well, why not help the men fighting for our country? I hope he doesn't come back though. I know, you Xang-sters probably think I'm a pretty evil chick, but I tell you..some of these people deserve. I'm sure Chris would meet some hotass chick anyway. He always does when he's out of the country.

Well, it's late. I should get up early tomorrow. I need to get a life on the real, real. Later!

Duh,

Jessa.

Today I saw Kung Fu Panda - excellent movie. Know what else happened today?? I got a car! It's terribly ugly, it needs a complete new everything - it broke down on the way to bring it to me, and it's my most favorite thing I own. I adore it. [Thanks dad, but really Sandy.]

I really wish I could go to my best friend's recital tomorrow. I really wish I wasn't two hours away. I really really wish I didn't have to spend three weeks with my mom every Summer.

But, you know what I wish for more than anything?

I wish I could see Dathan. Dathan has been my very best friend since seventh grade. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me. He's the perfect boy to have in my life. His birthday is the seventeenth and I can't wait to give him his present and hold his hand.  

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